22... almost

So I'm really bored right now.. Just sitting at home and wasting my time away. I'm supposed to be cleaning up the (filthy) house, but of course, I'm just sitting at that computer. Just watched Glee and Stargate Universe. Both awesome shows, but both had meh episodes, which kind of sucked. Glee is usually pretty good (as long as you ignore the fake singing voices and the extreme plots.. lol) but this episode just lacked any kind of real story to me, it was just a lot of people on nitrous dream of singing Britney Spears songs. And seeing as I am NOT a fan of Britney, that didn't do much for me. Plus they had this whole scene when the club performs Toxic at a rally and the audience goes sex crazy.. I don't know about your high school experiences, but at my high school, the cheerleaders could have been taking their clothes off and we would all be asleep...  Okay, well maybe not if they were taking their clothes off, but you know what I mean.. A performance of Toxic would not have made the entire school body stand up and start gyrating, yelling obscene comments at the performers and then proceed to try and have sex randomly in the school gym. Its not very realistic. So that seemed kind of stupid to me... There was one  happy moment for me though, and that was in Brittney and Santana's dream sequences (both together and the one with Brittney by herself) had Matt from So You Think You Can Dance.. He's pretty much awesome, so that made me happy. I thought it was awesome that he was on TV dancing, until I was told that Adam Shankman (one of the main people for SYTYCD) actually directed the episode of Glee, so I guess it doesn't really count. :( but Matt is still awesome :D

Universe is really good (even though it claims to be Stargate and tries to be Battlestar Galactica), but this episode was just weird, they did a LOT of setting up future story lines rather than focusing on the story that was going on.. I can't even begin to get into SGU, it would take too much explanation.. but let's just say this episode was strange.. >.<

Today is the last day of September, meaning 2 DAYS UNTIL MY BIRTHDAY!!! ^.^

I told Anthony I wanted him to be responsible for my party, and I guess he seems to think that means it has to be secret, and he's trying to do a retarded "surprise party" or some crap like that. Which SUCKS. Cause that means I don't get any input at all into my party and it also probably means only him and I and Maryam and Brad will come. I don't think he even thinks hard enough to make a facebook event and invite my friends.. So the party is gonna suck. But whatever, I've gotta let him think that I think it's awesome and that I appreciate all the "hard work" he's putting into it, although I know the only reason he even remembered in time to do anything is because I reminded him when it was a week away and that I told Maryam to call him and make him do something.. I guess it's kind of my fault that he's doing this whole stupid surprise thing, but it still kind of makes me depressed. But I'm pretty much depressed all the time, so that doesn't really matter. lol.

We'll see if he manages to get anyone to come... I doubt it. I know he won't even invite my family either, because he doesn't like how clingy and stalkerish my younger brother and sister are when he's around (trying to be cool or something). And Erin is gone for General Conference so she won't be able to come.

So, if anyone reads this and live nearby just email me on facebook or at sarah.naumcheff@gmail.com and I'll give you Anthony's phone number so you can invite yourself. I want you to come! ^.^

Umm.. That's about all I got right now. I guess I have to go clean up for my own "surprise" party now..

TTYL

My first post!!!

So, I've never done anything like this before, and as such I expect to not do what it is you are supposed to do on a blog. Mainly, I assume plenty of people will be bored to tears.. probably from my incessant ranting (expect much of it) and lots of me digressing off on random topics that seem to have nothing to do with the topic at hand. This is such, when you are exploring my mind. It is not a very organized place. >.<

Well, I honestly don't know what to say. So I guess I'll start with why I wanted to start a blog.

I've always been told ever since I was little that it is a good thing to have a journal, and I've tried it numerous times. I agree, having a journal can be a good way to get your thoughts down, plus its really funny to read later on in life. For example, when I was in high school I would get really bored on the bus ride home, which usually lasted anywhere from 30 min to an hour depending on the driver, the traffic, and the actual bus (the right after school bus, the bus for the kids who took an extra class, or the bus for the kids who do sports and clubs and what not after school) that I took home. So I started a little bus journal. Which seemed to be the coolest thing in the world when your 16 years old, because of course all those high school dramas are the beginning and the end of the world when your 16. I was the epitome of awesome, and some day the things I wrote would be turned into a best selling novel (along the lines of Go Ask Alice minus all the drugs and suicide) and I would be famous for my high school exploits. Of course nothing like that ever happened, the only thing that happened was I read it a few months ago and spent a few hours laughing so hard that it seemed my side would split in two. Mainly at my high school crushing... here's an example (I switched out the persons name with Alan Tudyk cause who wouldn't crush on him?)

"Alan... he is so fine! And tall and sweet, and funny! I do hope we get together sometime! I <3 Alan!! Mrs. Sarah Tudyk. I <3 him sooo much... " and it goes on like that... lol. that was on May 17th, 2004... just so ya know.

See what I mean about going off on random tangents? haha.. well in any case back to the topic.

So blogs are cool cause they are like journals, which you can read later and laugh OR it could get made into a best selling novel or even a MAJOR MOTION PICTURE! Trust me, it happens! Like Julie and Julia, or was it Julia and Julie.. Well whatever the case, it can happen! And if it does I want to state right now that I want to be played by Kiera Knightley, but first someone needs to get that girl SOME BOOBS, seriously, they are tiny.. I think they photoshop them in sometimes.. >.<

and back on topic again...

So, I guess the real reason I want to start officially writing things down is because 1. I'm bored. ALL THE TIME 2. I'm kind of sort of going through a bit of a identity crisis and I think that writing it out can help me come to some sort of conclusion as to who I am.. Plus I'll get advice from the numerous readers I'm sure I'm going to get.. *snort* yeah... right.. lol.

And I like to rant. So now I have somewhere to do it.

AND it will pretty much be my journal so it will help me to keep track of my life and know when things happened and stuff like that. I decided to do the blog because its online and not saved on my computer so that a certain husband of mine can't just read it, although I guess he could come here, I just don't think he ever will. lol. His computer time is pretty much gaming time, not reading blog time.

Plus typing is much easier on me than writing with a pen and paper. Although you can get across more emotion with actual script I still think the ability to save it for later and print it out, etc, outways that one benefit of handwriting.

So, if you do decide to read this, just be prepared for lots of random crap and me talking about the boring day to day minutiae that will only interest me, becuase in the end, I'm not writing this for you, I'm writing this for me. And I guess that's what I've been trying to say this whole time!

~Amrioth out

PS. maybe constant blogging will eventually improve my lacking writing skills.. but I doubt it.